But this time...! 

The moment tears well up in my eyes

There you are to seep them all. 

Every time I phantom a bad result,

You stand before me, debarring its cruelty.

Things you say, my thoughts you read

Completely I feel at comfort.

This time, it’s us that concern me,

This time, my own expectations I fight.

How am I to tell you this?

No words to justify my crisis.

It’s a shame I no longer dream,

But if I ever could, I would dream you.

Boo, it’s a pleasure to love you.

And a pain to not find it back.

All times I come running to tell you,

My fears, my worries, my joys

I see my life through your eyes

All, but not this time.

Here's a quote from One Tree Hill which was one of my favorite sitcoms. This time, its so very true!